Like A Dream

Hati aku sepi !

Assalamualaikum hey ,

Aku tak tahu nak gambarkan hati aku sekarang macam mana . serious aku confuse >.<
orang yang aku sayang aku tak tahu dia hilang entah ke mana tanpa khabar berita . sedih kay bila melalui keadaan serupa ini .

Dia . dia . diaaaaa pergi pahang lepas tu aku dah tak dengar apa-apa khabar pun . risau kay di buat seperti ini . sumpah risau -.-

To be honest macam-macam yang aku fikir . sungguh mencabar keimanan puasa aku . nasib bulan ramadhan so aku kena lah tanam iman banyak-banyak and i am a person who is positive about every aspect of life . mungkin dia ada sebab kenapa dia buat macam ini .

Ya Allah satu lagi ujian untuk aku , aku risau takut kot-kot apa-apa jadi kat dia . aku harap dia akan ok selamat pergi dan balik itu pun dah cukup buat aku rasa lega . ikut kan hati aku ne memang meroyan meraung .

Dia bukan di tempat aku , so dia tak rasa apa yang aku alami sekarang . Allah ja yang tahu kerisauan aku . sayang don't do this to me .

Kenapa kau biarkan aku begini ? kegembiraan yang aku ada semua hancur macam kaca yang pecah berderai . bertabur macam serpihan-serpihan kacah di tengah jalan .

Cuma satu kau perlu tahu . walau aku terpaksa rasa semua ini , ya aku rela . dengan ikhlas hati aku terima . macam yang aku cakap aku akan sentiasa jadi seorang yang memahami , mengalah , bertolak-ansur , berfikir secara positive , pemaaf , menjadi seorang yang penyabar walau keimanan aku kadang meronta-ronta nak melepaskan segalanya tapi semua ini atas sebab nilai sebuah SAYANG aku sanggup .

Petang ini dia balik , aku harap dia contact aku . ya Allah aku sangat risau kan keadaan dia . terseksa jugak aku dua hari ini menunggu dia . cuma yang ku harap kan kau akan baik-baik saja .

i'm waiting for you my dear >,<

SHASHA

This is me!

Shasha ;
☆ Name :N. Shahidatull Zuehaila Mohd Sharull Nizam
☆ Call Me : Sha / shasha / honey
☆ Birthday : 9 September 1993
☆ State : Sabah < currently study in sarawak>
Likes ;
☆ A Muslimah girl
☆ I Love ISLAM
☆ I Love My Family
☆ Sung Min , Sehun , Luhan , Lee Teuk, Ljoe and Sung Jong ☆ Super Junior, EXO-K, BTOB, Nuest, CN Blue, Ft Island, Infinite, BAP, SNSD, T-ara and all kpop band ☆ I Love Purple Damn much
☆ Kpop
☆ Blogging/Blogwalking
☆ Reading
☆ Tweet-ing
☆ Chocolate
☆ One Direction
☆ Talk
☆ have a huge dream

Hates ;
☆ Hypocrites
☆ Pretender
☆ Arrogant People
☆ Copypasters
☆ Kpop Haters
☆ Haters
☆ Annoying Person
☆ Liars

I am a person who is positive about every aspect of life. There are many things I like to do, to see, and to experience. I like to read, I like to write . I like to think . I like to dream . I like to talk . I like to listen . This is a brief introduction of myself . If you are interested in knowing more . read my entry . Do not expect too much . and keep your sense of humor . Future is really something which can’t be defined and bounded in any boundaries. Its certainly can’t be decided too. Yes I have some plans and goals that I have decided for me but its better to keep them a secret for now. Lets see where life takes me? Yes whatever I shall be doing, I guarantee you that it will be with full passion and dedication My life and my self are not really limited to one thing or aspect. I love to learn new things, expanding my horizon of knowledge in every aspect. Life is so short and this world is so big. There is so much out there to learn. My mantra for life is that believe in your self , stay focused and keep going. If you know what you are doing is not wrong than don’t be afraid from doing it ever.Have faith in yourself and on God . Value your relations and people in them. Help those who need you. Give smiles and spread happiness as much you can and it will come back to you in doubles.